I will always be there

Really don't know why i'm here spend time with blogging. Maybe because of wanna split out everything in my heart that made me breathless. All things happen when i heard that my little sister are unhappy and met some dicipline problem in school . where ..she dont wanna study and even write letter to her classmate that she don wanna live anymore . when i know bout what things happen , i really feel shock and sad.

i still remember when she was still a baby.. that time i'm just a primary school kid. i feel annoyed everytime when she cried.. One day,when she was crying ,..i was forced to control that crying devil..but when i hold her inside my arm , she smiled at me ...From that smile..that moment, she mean everything to me.

And i will never forget the time when she was 3 years old..i was holding her little hand in mine.. walk inside the school to fetch her sister from school . And then we walk back together holding each other hand .



as time goes by, i get used to the time when someone call me "koko" . i knew is her..my little sister. now she know how make jokes , and how to make people smile. she just like an angel to all people surrounded her.





sometime, we argue , and i and her big sister treat her badly.. and maybe that reason she feel unhappy and write some serious words about don wanna live anymore..and she told us the reason that we scold her too much and she feel unhappy .. " koko really feel sorry about everything..koko really regret treat u that badly..but koko...really don want to heard about anything about u don wanna live anymore..u really don want koko any more?...koko just wanna tell you that koko love you very much.. koko don wanna lose you.remember..our hand will always holding together "