Thursday, February 18, 2010

Monday, February 15, 2010

I met her again..

After a life at petaling jaya , i finished my 2nd semester studies and came back for Chinese New Year. Everytime i came back.. i just cant avoid the truth where my parents getting older and older. Its the pain in my heart whether i am doing the right thing right now.. am i gonna do something for the sake of my family? ..i love them =')

After that i had a visit to my relative houses the first day of the chinese new year, i feel real happy as a big warmth family atmosphere surrounded me.Maybe that is real meaning of this festival.

and the next day i was invited to her open house .. that is where i met her again .At the time i saw her face , i realize that i do miss her a hell lot. i guess she doesn't know how much i miss her these month away from her. Every steps i take in her house and every corner ..it recalls, our memories , it just like a video inside my head.. scene by scene , me and her . And how lovely the feeling was with her . Silly to see that i was so easily satisfied just a minute or moment staying with her .I was just so in love.
About the vow and promises , i will never doubt ..i remember one vow that i was really faith in, "U r my first and last one" i was naive but true , a simple vow..but i truely believed .

Time slipped away and now we are walking different paths. years have passed by; a lot of changes have taken place. I've seen a lot of new faces, I've gone to a lot of different places, but that doesn't mean I don't think of her anymore. I think about her a lot, I think about what could have been if only I had the courage to stand up for what I felt. It could have made a difference. I let her go, so easily